I absolutely adore cheesecake and grapes.  had to get that off my chest.  did I mention that i’m off anti-depressants?  yep.  2-3 months now and I generally feel ten times better and sometimes a little bit worse but i’m tellin ya..  life is much better lived among the extremes than compressed into the stale but steady middle.  Not sure if i’ll last but i’m gonna try my darndest.  Since this is a personal blog and not an ML blog Ill take the liberty to discuss my personal life if it’s all dutch to you.  Ive spend most of my life in relationships with amazing girls.  As the previous ones clearly didn’t work out in the end, I adore every one of them.  I can say that now of course because i’ve met a new wonderful girl that has made me quite happy.  Sometimes you can get derailed by relationships and let their demise consume you which recently happened to me.  Which clarifies my point earlier about wanting to live among the extremes in life rather than the doldrums.  It’s much harder at times but much more rewarding other times.  I can only appreciate how lucky I am now because I was so “unlucky” before.  I rarely have a point in these blogs but I suppose if I had to have a point it would be that no matter how low things can get they will always come around.  Always get better.  Unfortunately the reverse is also true that as high as you can get, things must always balance themselves out.  And i didn’t intend this to be just about relationships of course, it’s true in every aspect of life.  So imho- live light heartedly, never take yourself too seriously, be a good and honest person, and laugh your ass off as often as possible and things will remain lined in silver,  regardless of what personal bird shit falls upon your lovely head.   sooo here we go, middlesborough tonight as we continue this phenominal UK tour … hope to see some of you along the way! skeeert skeet skeert